i keep coming across reasons why i'm moving.. WHAT A SURPRISE!

i'm waiting on my doctor to sign some papers for concord.. then i think they'll work on getting me a residence. i asked the ics worker if we should remind the doctor that we need them to sign papers for me since i KNOW there's a deadline (zen claims that the housing agency gave us an extension but i'll feel more reassured if and when the doctor gets the signature to them). i just don't want to get dropped off the waiting list because people who were supposed to be helping me purposely didn't get the appropriate documents signed and sent to the agency by a certain date because that would be just my luck. it wouldn't bother people because it's not their personal business. that's another reason why i hate depending on others for support because half the time you don't know if they're REALLY trying to help you or if it's just at their convenience (which i'm actually used to dealing with a narcissistic family.. joe is pretty much the only relative who actually helps me anymore now that my grandma isn't alive to ask others for help). so if they don't wanna help me- i don't see any reason to remain in a state where certain family members think showing care equals emptily supporting me to go to some sad excuse of an overrated "rehabilitation center" which i'm DONE with- i attended that shit for at least 5 years for them to say i need to rely on a walker or trekking poles to assist me to walk so they can continue sucking money outta me to go to their "rehabilitation center" and they can just have me do the SAME UNHELPFUL shit because no one gives a shit about me to actually advocate for me to progress in my condition and abilities! they KNEW i want to get my driver's license back again and i've taken that fuckin stupid driving program at least twice in my life. i'm more ambulatory and stronger than a lot of licensed drivers i've seen driving vehicles. they can't even help me to walk again (tram holloway gets ALL the credit for that).. WHAT MAKES ANYONE THINK THOSE ASSHOLES WOULD HELP ME TO GET MY DRIVER'S LICENSE BACK AGAIN?